can u tell that we're lying?
read what my amazing boyfriend wrote to me. yes i know, im the luckiest girl in the world...
god you are amazing baby. you never seem to ever make me want to stop loving you. i think as long as ive got you every thing will be ok. i dont need money i dont need cars i dont need huge houses or tons of friends because as long as ive got you im complete.... you really just dont know how much you mean to me, your definately my girl.
love you more,
~IAN~
AHHHHH!!! he sent that to me yesterday, wen i was having a sorta sucky day. and it totally made my day. he just said everything so perfectly...god he knows how to get to me. i think my heart just melted. he sure has it. <3
so anyways. gone is my winter wonderland and back to school it is. yesterday kinda sucked, it was weird to be back, and i missed ian like crazy all day, and i got alot of work and just didnt feel liek doing shit. plus i didnt get to talk to emily and my convo w/ ian was kinda weird...we were both in shitty moods...oh well it happens. at least he sent me that email :) today was pretty good, especially because of photography....i have a A+ and Mrs. Lacy was raving about my photographs, especially the dance ones and the ones of woods in the snow. they were pretty damn awesome...oh how i love black and white pix. ive really gotten awesome at photography and im reaaaally starting to love it. practice yesterday was fun, we played ultimate frizbee (or "freezebee" lol) ah how i love track. today practice was hard but it was nice to get a workout, we did like 2 miles fast on the track, plus 400s.
dad was all salty at me, for saying i may want to go to brown or some other ivy league school. which is ironic. like wtf?? he doesnt want to pay for all that and doesnt want me to get loans. well im gonna do whatecer the fuck i want. ill be a wedding planner, go to an awesome school that i love. god i love my mom tho...she said she would go back to work full time to pay for me to go wherever i want. and she said i cna do whatever i want, cuz thats what u whut u shud do. its not like im gonna not make any money if im not a freakin chemist. GOD he frustrates me sometimes. im gonna major im bakset weaving, just to spite him.
oh and the funny thing is, he makes a SHITLOAD of money, i know we have quite alot, but somehow hes sooooo cheap/frugal that my college education isnt worth a few thousand extra??? hmmm that makes me feel special. jesus.
i love movies that really make u think. and take you away. over break i saw "memoirs of a geisha." its amazing how beautiful the japenses geisha women were, even tho they were pale and wore kimonos. plus the scenery and the plot were amazing. aaaand now i have a new favorite movie, "eternal sunshine of the spotless mind." i loove kate winslet, shes my favorite actress. by far. i loved that characters, i could relate to them so much. the whole mindwashing thing was wild, like what if that was real? it is the only movie i have ever seen that really captures love and heartbreak in the right way. it portrayed couples and their weird habits and horrible fights so well. and they met on the beach...like me and ian :)
yo im ready for college. but thats for away. for now im ready for break.
i better get to see ian at least once b4 spring break. hopefully around valentines day. oh and just to state it, i fucking HATE when ppl tell us that high school couples dont usually last after high school and that we need to experience ppl (coughhismomcoughmyfriendcoughcough). they dont fucking know what its liek with us. if anyone says that about us, they dont know what love is. no fucking lie.
xoxo
god you are amazing baby. you never seem to ever make me want to stop loving you. i think as long as ive got you every thing will be ok. i dont need money i dont need cars i dont need huge houses or tons of friends because as long as ive got you im complete.... you really just dont know how much you mean to me, your definately my girl.
love you more,
~IAN~
AHHHHH!!! he sent that to me yesterday, wen i was having a sorta sucky day. and it totally made my day. he just said everything so perfectly...god he knows how to get to me. i think my heart just melted. he sure has it. <3
so anyways. gone is my winter wonderland and back to school it is. yesterday kinda sucked, it was weird to be back, and i missed ian like crazy all day, and i got alot of work and just didnt feel liek doing shit. plus i didnt get to talk to emily and my convo w/ ian was kinda weird...we were both in shitty moods...oh well it happens. at least he sent me that email :) today was pretty good, especially because of photography....i have a A+ and Mrs. Lacy was raving about my photographs, especially the dance ones and the ones of woods in the snow. they were pretty damn awesome...oh how i love black and white pix. ive really gotten awesome at photography and im reaaaally starting to love it. practice yesterday was fun, we played ultimate frizbee (or "freezebee" lol) ah how i love track. today practice was hard but it was nice to get a workout, we did like 2 miles fast on the track, plus 400s.
dad was all salty at me, for saying i may want to go to brown or some other ivy league school. which is ironic. like wtf?? he doesnt want to pay for all that and doesnt want me to get loans. well im gonna do whatecer the fuck i want. ill be a wedding planner, go to an awesome school that i love. god i love my mom tho...she said she would go back to work full time to pay for me to go wherever i want. and she said i cna do whatever i want, cuz thats what u whut u shud do. its not like im gonna not make any money if im not a freakin chemist. GOD he frustrates me sometimes. im gonna major im bakset weaving, just to spite him.
oh and the funny thing is, he makes a SHITLOAD of money, i know we have quite alot, but somehow hes sooooo cheap/frugal that my college education isnt worth a few thousand extra??? hmmm that makes me feel special. jesus.
i love movies that really make u think. and take you away. over break i saw "memoirs of a geisha." its amazing how beautiful the japenses geisha women were, even tho they were pale and wore kimonos. plus the scenery and the plot were amazing. aaaand now i have a new favorite movie, "eternal sunshine of the spotless mind." i loove kate winslet, shes my favorite actress. by far. i loved that characters, i could relate to them so much. the whole mindwashing thing was wild, like what if that was real? it is the only movie i have ever seen that really captures love and heartbreak in the right way. it portrayed couples and their weird habits and horrible fights so well. and they met on the beach...like me and ian :)
yo im ready for college. but thats for away. for now im ready for break.
i better get to see ian at least once b4 spring break. hopefully around valentines day. oh and just to state it, i fucking HATE when ppl tell us that high school couples dont usually last after high school and that we need to experience ppl (coughhismomcoughmyfriendcoughcough). they dont fucking know what its liek with us. if anyone says that about us, they dont know what love is. no fucking lie.
xoxo