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so i'm back on this for atleast a little while. i've been so busy and this has just lost the appeal it once had.
i'm gonna be 18 in a little over a day and i'm so excited. i was surprised by my amazing friends on friday, so thank you everyone that was involved with that, it means alot to me.
for as much drama as i've dealt with lately, i'm surprisingly happy and contented with the way things are going. everyday i'm learning new things about the characters of my friends and whom i can/cannot trust with certain things. these aren't necessarily good or bad things, its all just a learning experience i think.
it's almost a certainty that i'll end up at chapel hill next year and for as comforting as that should be, i keep second guessing myself on whether or not that's where i want to be. i definitely worked hard to get there, but not that i've got it, i don't know. i think i'm more scared of the idea of leaving home and having to make a whole new group of friends than i am of the college itself. i'm so happy with my life now and the people in it that i can't even imagine meeting new people that could come close to how great everyone is now.
and to my friends that for whatever reason are having hard times, be it family stuff, breakups, or whatever: i'm here for you. always. you guys have been my support system whenever i've needed you and i want to help you out with whatever you need.
so, that being said, i'm pretty much done.
i'm gonna be 18 in a little over a day and i'm so excited. i was surprised by my amazing friends on friday, so thank you everyone that was involved with that, it means alot to me.
for as much drama as i've dealt with lately, i'm surprisingly happy and contented with the way things are going. everyday i'm learning new things about the characters of my friends and whom i can/cannot trust with certain things. these aren't necessarily good or bad things, its all just a learning experience i think.
it's almost a certainty that i'll end up at chapel hill next year and for as comforting as that should be, i keep second guessing myself on whether or not that's where i want to be. i definitely worked hard to get there, but not that i've got it, i don't know. i think i'm more scared of the idea of leaving home and having to make a whole new group of friends than i am of the college itself. i'm so happy with my life now and the people in it that i can't even imagine meeting new people that could come close to how great everyone is now.
and to my friends that for whatever reason are having hard times, be it family stuff, breakups, or whatever: i'm here for you. always. you guys have been my support system whenever i've needed you and i want to help you out with whatever you need.
so, that being said, i'm pretty much done.