Jan 01, 2005 22:28
the most remarkable thing just happened. I was sitting in my nonnas room watching television, this fanatastic movie with 2 really great actors in them. Cher and jack Nickolsen, fabuslous movie, completly blew me away.
I looked at my nonna and nonnos wedding picture behind the television, and i finally realised who he was. I finally figured him out, its like everyting hes ever had, everything hes ever done, everything he will ever be was in that picture with my nonna. I finally like witnessed what their marriage was like, and how myself my brother and even my parents will never get to have something or share something like they had.
They were gorgeous and understood eachother, it was perfect. In the picture (you have to see it) it looks like my nonno just said something perfect to my nonna, and like he was a comedian, like he had jsut said the greatest line with at the perfect time which made my nonna smile like that, a smile i've never ever seen her do. The photogropher was smart and realised this and took a picture.
I can't explain it very well, but it hit me finally like nothing had ever hit before.
maybe i'm being mellow dramatic, but that is how I feel.
I've also figured out i need to find my place.
something thats me
forever nonnos little girl
i wonder if he ever let me smile like that.
Siera