yay!
I think I'm starting to get back up from a low point in my life. I'm finally seeing things clear and figuring out the reasons that I have been so upset last semester is my own fault for not trying harder to be hang out with people and always expecting them to come to me. I'm feeling a lot better about being here, it is still really hard being away from Ray which plays a lot into my unhappiness. But I'm feeling like I can do this I just need to have faith, because life is what you make it. I mean I still really hate school because I have never been a school person I would rather just get my degree now and be working. There is a rainbow at the end of the storm and I'm finally seeing it.