bleh
I decided I really need to do some Michelle searching, I feel I have lost myself. Trying to be perfect and be what everyone else wants me to be...I somewhere lost myself. I actually can't wait to get away to North Carolina where I don't have to live up to everyone's expectations and don't have to do school, I can be me. I just have all these feelings of inadequacies and I'm sick of hating myself and thinking I am not good enough. Because whatever fuck that I am good enough and if people think I am not good enough then fuck them because they are the ones missing out...not me. I can't wait for summer, it's really needed to keep me sane and happy.