the good times are killing me

[cutewithouthee]

red, red wine,
go to my head...
makes me forget that i
still need her so

i'd have sworn
that with time
thoughts of you
would leave my head.
i was wrong,
now i find
just one thing makes me forget...

red, red wine.
stay close to me.
don't let me be alone,
tt's tearin' apart
my blue, blue

today was gay.
i like this song.
a lot.
i had forgotten about it.
good song.
good good song.
today wasn't good.
tomorrow won't be either.
but i've given up on the whole school thing now anyways.
it's so close to summer.
im glad its almost summer.
but im not sure what im gonna do once we are out.
i guess ill sleep.
and sleep some more.
and then,
after i wake up,
ill go sleep again.
and if you find something exciting to do,
don't wake me,
unless you go/are going to weaver.
or your name is joe.
anyways,
this week has been not so great.
and its only tuesday.
and friday is the 21.
two months.

if life's not beautiful without the pain, well i'd just rather never ever even see beauty again.