who ever said it was easy, was wrong

May 15, 2008 01:24

Today started off as a normal day in my hometown, but Granny was a little upset with the outfit I wanted to wear to my web design class. It's my life tho, so I went anyway. I feel kinda bad disobeying her, but she's so used to the old ways, and just doesn't understand what I have to go through everyday.

I've been talking to David more and more, and I know he's my professor, but he's so young, the gap between teacher and student dissolves. He gets me. He's what i've been looking for. I've been waiting for a love like this, and there's nowhere else I could be but with him. When my friends bring me down for being with him, it kills me. Friends are just as important as family, but I'm not so sure if they're truly my friends anymore. their words hurt so much-I don't care what they say, I'm still in love with him. It's where i belong.

I try to keep myself occupied, especially when things like this start to get to me. I've been making some really original drawings, like the one below. and I can't help but feel like they really speak who I am as a designer and artist.

Take care everyone. It's a big world, and I'm so little and lonely. I just want to feel connected.


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