This is what happens when you don't care and let your mind wonder
I rarely write in this thing anymore, let alone keep up with people changing their names or deleting shit. Livejournal just doesn't hold it for me anymore... It's more like a place to put up pictures of what I did that day or the funny faces I can make. or a place to put up my rants and call people out on things. I honestly don't use this as a diary. My diary is more of a drawing book. I draw what I feel, what I see in my mind, or just whatever fancies me. And Livejournal is not really the right medium for that. It's not exactly the right medium for anything. I look back on some entries and I've seen me go back and forth on ideas, people, and just drama shit. gah drama. I'm done with that, if you honestly want to bring drama in my life, I will hurt you. physically. or at least verbally. mother fucking cunt. haha. best cuss words ever put together. I don't give a shit, or a flying fuck. let's count the many cuss words I've used in this post... they're not out of anger, but just something to say. yeaaaa.
so has anyone ever played out a scenario in your mind? like what if I met this one guy, what would I say... or if I saw that bitch of a girl, what would I say to make her look like a complete and utter idiot. oh, yea I have. or if I met a boy that rejected me and like I became this hot girl that you realized he lost a good thing. yea, I know a good handful of you out there have. In all earnest, my favorite is the bitch girl. like I think of cut downs such as "You want to know what, you treat your friends like tissues, when you're done using them you throw them away. that's why no one likes you and you have no real friends." yea I like that one. haha or "you're so ugly your parents would have to put you on flyers that said 'have you seen this dog?' if you ever got lost" gah lamest cut downs ever, but I'm sure if you heard someone actually say them, you would laugh. or the best ever "No one likes you, go away." Now I would use that one, that never fails. Unless they stick around, then you just have to walk away cause who would want to talk to them?
But honestly, I'm not about confronting people. I'm the least confrontational person ever. Unless you really tick me off. I think only one, ok maybe two, people have ever done that to me. And I'm talking, I did not go near them for hours cause I was afraid of what I might do to them. for real, I wanted to punch one of them really hard in the face blood and everything, but now I just laugh at them. I like laughing at them better. It suits.
So I'm going to write some more before I quit. Listening to Starting Line... my favorite song on there is "stay where I can see you" I feel that could be an anthem for my life. but you know what, in that song it says "I could name all 50 states, but 48 get in the way from me being next to you" or something like that. that's not accurate. there's only 48 states in the mainland US. so it's more like 46. gahh. ok I getting bit by a mosquito and I'm done thinking of the dumbest things to talk about. good night.
so has anyone ever played out a scenario in your mind? like what if I met this one guy, what would I say... or if I saw that bitch of a girl, what would I say to make her look like a complete and utter idiot. oh, yea I have. or if I met a boy that rejected me and like I became this hot girl that you realized he lost a good thing. yea, I know a good handful of you out there have. In all earnest, my favorite is the bitch girl. like I think of cut downs such as "You want to know what, you treat your friends like tissues, when you're done using them you throw them away. that's why no one likes you and you have no real friends." yea I like that one. haha or "you're so ugly your parents would have to put you on flyers that said 'have you seen this dog?' if you ever got lost" gah lamest cut downs ever, but I'm sure if you heard someone actually say them, you would laugh. or the best ever "No one likes you, go away." Now I would use that one, that never fails. Unless they stick around, then you just have to walk away cause who would want to talk to them?
But honestly, I'm not about confronting people. I'm the least confrontational person ever. Unless you really tick me off. I think only one, ok maybe two, people have ever done that to me. And I'm talking, I did not go near them for hours cause I was afraid of what I might do to them. for real, I wanted to punch one of them really hard in the face blood and everything, but now I just laugh at them. I like laughing at them better. It suits.
So I'm going to write some more before I quit. Listening to Starting Line... my favorite song on there is "stay where I can see you" I feel that could be an anthem for my life. but you know what, in that song it says "I could name all 50 states, but 48 get in the way from me being next to you" or something like that. that's not accurate. there's only 48 states in the mainland US. so it's more like 46. gahh. ok I getting bit by a mosquito and I'm done thinking of the dumbest things to talk about. good night.