What's the diagnosis doctor?

[cuteshygal]

Everyday seems to be going faster and faster when I am around the people who make laugh and smile. But it's those few and precious moments were I am alone that I feel that time stands still.

I am not going to lie because what is the sense in that I do feel lonely at times.

Last night I walked on campus alone at night, it feel so different when you are alone. When I am walking with someone I talk and I am distracted that the night is even their. But when you are alone you hear and see everything. any noise will startle you and everything looks different at night.

The cold seems colder.

The darkness seems darker.

Its a strange phenomenon...the human psyche changes so much in different situations.

Lately I have has this crazy feeling all over my body. Shakey hands, butterflies in my stomach, sweating at really bad times, blushing, freaking out if my hair is not totally perfect, eating too much, then eating to little, wanting to puke, not being able to sleep, sighing incessantly that it becomes annoying, annoying my friends with my crazy behavior.

I haven't felt like this in about...

Oh, I think I am in love...

and this time its an actual person that is here...

♥claudia