My favorite mistake
So guess what? Life has been getting better! I've been smiling more and actually laughing. Speaking of laughing, I had a wonderful time with Zach Hunter today and BK! I laughed so much. We normally get food every Monday and Wednesday. What am I going to do without him when we go to seperate colleges? ::sigh:: We're supposed to hook it up this weekend, if you know what I mean. He'll for sure have to call me. I think I just need to just let loose and have a good time. Maybe find some guy to hook up with. JUST KIDDING. That's so not me. Sometimes I wish it was though. Sometimes I wish I could just go up to some guy that I thought was cute and be like "Hey!" That won't ever happen though. I'm kind of tired of boys. They're pretty much all ass holes. They say one thing and do another. I guess you get used to it after a while though. You can't really expect much from them. Of course it goes the other way too. I can admit girls can be dumb. Sometimes the whole relationship shit confuses the hell out of me.
Moving on, school has been going okay I guess. I'm not failing any classes and I've been trying to keep up with my work. Key word: trying! I've been keeping myself busy though. School, softball and work. That's what my life consists of these days. Oh, and last night it actually consisted of me having a good time with my friends. =D That doesn't happen very often. They showed up and brought me chinese food and we ate and then we all wrestled around and had a good ol' time. Like the old days when we were always together. I can admit that I miss those days. I miss a lot of things. Basically, I just miss how things used to be.
Still haven't heard from my madre. They moved back to MI. Didn't say goodbye and haven't called to say anything to me. It was basically my whole family besides my uncle, aunt and cousins but I live with them. My mom, both my sisters, my sister Amber's bf and their baby! I could care less about her bf but I would really like to see my niece grow up ya know? Whatev. I'll make them send pictures. I'll have to go to MI to visit. If anyone wants to go on a road trip, they can come with me. =D It would be a really good time, I think. I haven't been up there in almost 3 years. I miss some people up there. Speakin of people up there, Chad (my ex) is having a birthday in like 4 days. Hmm...only if I could get his number out of my old phone. Too bad it won't turn on. Looks like I won't be giving him a call. It would be nice to talk to him though. My friend Rob (from MI) has been talking to me more often. He calls me 3 times a week or so. He wants me to move up there so that we can hook up. He said he'd take care of me and I wouldn't have to do anything. HAH! That wouldn't work out. He'd try to control me. NO NO NO! Won't let that happen.
Well I'm done. So until next time.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Mariah Carey "Don't Forget About Us"
Now everytime I see you
I pretend I'm fine
When I wanna reach out to you
But I turn and I walk and I let it ride
Baby I must confess
We were bigger than anything
Remember us at our best
And don't forget about
[Chorus]
Late nights, playin' in the dark
And wakin' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don't forget about us
I'm just speaking from experience
Nothing can compare to your first true love
So I hope this will remind you
When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us
Moving on, school has been going okay I guess. I'm not failing any classes and I've been trying to keep up with my work. Key word: trying! I've been keeping myself busy though. School, softball and work. That's what my life consists of these days. Oh, and last night it actually consisted of me having a good time with my friends. =D That doesn't happen very often. They showed up and brought me chinese food and we ate and then we all wrestled around and had a good ol' time. Like the old days when we were always together. I can admit that I miss those days. I miss a lot of things. Basically, I just miss how things used to be.
Still haven't heard from my madre. They moved back to MI. Didn't say goodbye and haven't called to say anything to me. It was basically my whole family besides my uncle, aunt and cousins but I live with them. My mom, both my sisters, my sister Amber's bf and their baby! I could care less about her bf but I would really like to see my niece grow up ya know? Whatev. I'll make them send pictures. I'll have to go to MI to visit. If anyone wants to go on a road trip, they can come with me. =D It would be a really good time, I think. I haven't been up there in almost 3 years. I miss some people up there. Speakin of people up there, Chad (my ex) is having a birthday in like 4 days. Hmm...only if I could get his number out of my old phone. Too bad it won't turn on. Looks like I won't be giving him a call. It would be nice to talk to him though. My friend Rob (from MI) has been talking to me more often. He calls me 3 times a week or so. He wants me to move up there so that we can hook up. He said he'd take care of me and I wouldn't have to do anything. HAH! That wouldn't work out. He'd try to control me. NO NO NO! Won't let that happen.
Well I'm done. So until next time.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Mariah Carey "Don't Forget About Us"
Now everytime I see you
I pretend I'm fine
When I wanna reach out to you
But I turn and I walk and I let it ride
Baby I must confess
We were bigger than anything
Remember us at our best
And don't forget about
[Chorus]
Late nights, playin' in the dark
And wakin' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don't forget about us
I'm just speaking from experience
Nothing can compare to your first true love
So I hope this will remind you
When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us