Aug 16, 2007 04:44
Hey LJ
I’m sorry it has taken me a while to return here after my last message. A lot has been going on here at home, a lot of stuff regarding various things, which kind of held me back a bit from my usual activities. On the good side, I can happily say, I wasn’t bored and I was busy :P
AT home things are getting stranger and stranger with my folks. I have no idea if they hate each other or not at this point, but what I do know is that I am the last knot that is keeping them together. On that note, I am sure that once I leave, there will be some more chaos going on like last April, yet when I look at it now, I understand that they are two different people with, unfortunately, two separate lives and ideas now, and since I love them both so much, even though I don’t show it often enough, I want both of them to be happy with their lives, and if they think that once I leave they should go their separate ways to make their lives better, then so be it. I love both my mommy and my pappy, but constant war is never nice.
Something positive which happened recently, is that last Saturday, me and my man from Canada, decided that we just HAD to meet, no matter what, and in fact, I am typing right now, only 2 hours away from my departure to Canada.
It’s going to prove itself to be quite the experience for me. I will be taking a flight from here to London (Gatwick) and then another flight from there to his town. And there I’ll meet him, the man who could be my first official partner …
It’ still kind of weird to me, considering that in 20 years I have never been in a relationship, and I have to admit, from what I’ve seen, it’s tough, yet through all the hardships we’ve already beet through while trying to get to meet, it’s so fulfilling to know that neither one of us gave up on it, and we tried hard enough to defy all odds and manage this.
I’ll be spending the next two weeks there, so during that time, I won’t be able to visit you folks, but once I am back, I wanna hear about each and every one of you, how you’ve been, and what’s been going on, and of course, I’ll have a couple of photos to share and some stories too!
Thank you guys for all the support you’ve showed me thus far, and for being there for me when I needed someone to chat with. (You know whom you are you two :P)
I’ll be going now as I need to hit the shower then go to the airport. Till next time, take care of yourselves, and hugs to all!