alone again
its odd how much one person can be in your life. I was with matt for close to a year and a half. he was my best friend and the person i wanted to share everything with. its funny how things change. i still care about him deeply, i still consider him one of my best friends. but i am home now, back in NJ, college is over, and it seems like that chapter in my life is over as well. it is exciting, but thinking about it, it is sad. matt is now applying for jobs all over the south and midwest. there was no way that we could maintain a healthy relationship if we only saw eachother once a month at the max. i wish it didn't have to be that way. but i guess life has a funny way of working itself out.