I Just Cant Stop Thinking of You!
My internet isn't working lately so if this works...we're lucky.
I don't even know where to start. My mind is full of so much. Some good, some bad, some just plain confusing. I guess I'll start with the infamous Gabriel...
Usually when I talk to Gabe myself he seems to be doing really well with everything. However, if I read his journal or if the subject actually comes up I realize otherwise. Gabe is a good person and I care about him and he cares about me, so I worry about how hes doing with things. I can't let it effect my decisions though. I know he feels like we won't be able to be friends but thats wrong. I have been busy lately but I'll make time for him as a friend because hes an awesome guy. Hang in there Gabe. Things always get better. *hug*
Chris's b-days coming up. I have a few ideas about what to get him but I cant' say here teehee. His b-day thing is at TGA on Saturday and I'll definitely be going. I got a little aggravated in a conversation wtih him the other day but I wasn't aggravated WITH him. I guess what it came down to is that he cares and worries about me and thats good and I appreciate that. I know hes just looking out for me and doesnt want me to have to deal with as much drama as I do. He just wants me to be happy and that makes me happy. :-D
I've been going to TGA a lot lately with Bill and I've gotten to know Sofia a lot better. She's really nice. The whole her and Andy situation worries me but I think they will be okay. She was really angry and upset about it at first. She seems to have calmed down but I dont think that things are TOTALLY okay and that makes sense because these things take time. Hopefully they'll be fine though.
Some, if not all, of you have probably caught on to the fact that Bill and I are a bit more than friends. We are not an official couple yet but I'm prety sure we will be with time. I've been hanging out with him like NONSTOP lately. It's fun and really nice to be comfortable with someone like that. There is a tiny bit of a trust issue but I'm pretty sure I can and will get past it. I'll trust him entirely eventually. I enjoy his company a lot. He has karaoke revolution and its fun. He has stepmania and thats fun too. Lol video games are NOT why I like him though!!! Teehee. He's a sweetheart though and I think he'll treat me the way I need to be treated. We'll see.
Bill and I went to the Patriots parade. It was awesome. There was too much waiting and too much cold, but other than that we had a really good time. The train was overcrowded after two stops. It was ridiculous. Like all of FHS was at the parade. I saw Tim Arsenault there! That was pretty cool. I saw lots of other people that I knew too. Definitely a good time. Bill and I got Starbucks and Wendys/Burger King afterwards. I saw my Tom Brady nice and close. Hes SO damn hot. I'm going to marry him. I think thats why I have a fever today. Got too close to Tom Brady. LOL. I need a life huh?
Question for Chris or whoever: WHEN ARE WE GOING TO GO SEE THE BABY?!?!?!?!?!?!
I don't even know where to start. My mind is full of so much. Some good, some bad, some just plain confusing. I guess I'll start with the infamous Gabriel...
Usually when I talk to Gabe myself he seems to be doing really well with everything. However, if I read his journal or if the subject actually comes up I realize otherwise. Gabe is a good person and I care about him and he cares about me, so I worry about how hes doing with things. I can't let it effect my decisions though. I know he feels like we won't be able to be friends but thats wrong. I have been busy lately but I'll make time for him as a friend because hes an awesome guy. Hang in there Gabe. Things always get better. *hug*
Chris's b-days coming up. I have a few ideas about what to get him but I cant' say here teehee. His b-day thing is at TGA on Saturday and I'll definitely be going. I got a little aggravated in a conversation wtih him the other day but I wasn't aggravated WITH him. I guess what it came down to is that he cares and worries about me and thats good and I appreciate that. I know hes just looking out for me and doesnt want me to have to deal with as much drama as I do. He just wants me to be happy and that makes me happy. :-D
I've been going to TGA a lot lately with Bill and I've gotten to know Sofia a lot better. She's really nice. The whole her and Andy situation worries me but I think they will be okay. She was really angry and upset about it at first. She seems to have calmed down but I dont think that things are TOTALLY okay and that makes sense because these things take time. Hopefully they'll be fine though.
Some, if not all, of you have probably caught on to the fact that Bill and I are a bit more than friends. We are not an official couple yet but I'm prety sure we will be with time. I've been hanging out with him like NONSTOP lately. It's fun and really nice to be comfortable with someone like that. There is a tiny bit of a trust issue but I'm pretty sure I can and will get past it. I'll trust him entirely eventually. I enjoy his company a lot. He has karaoke revolution and its fun. He has stepmania and thats fun too. Lol video games are NOT why I like him though!!! Teehee. He's a sweetheart though and I think he'll treat me the way I need to be treated. We'll see.
Bill and I went to the Patriots parade. It was awesome. There was too much waiting and too much cold, but other than that we had a really good time. The train was overcrowded after two stops. It was ridiculous. Like all of FHS was at the parade. I saw Tim Arsenault there! That was pretty cool. I saw lots of other people that I knew too. Definitely a good time. Bill and I got Starbucks and Wendys/Burger King afterwards. I saw my Tom Brady nice and close. Hes SO damn hot. I'm going to marry him. I think thats why I have a fever today. Got too close to Tom Brady. LOL. I need a life huh?
Question for Chris or whoever: WHEN ARE WE GOING TO GO SEE THE BABY?!?!?!?!?!?!