Mar 30, 2004 02:21
So I just wanted to post saying that I love Bill. I'm sitting here right now just looking at him while he's laying down. I like absolutely everything about him. I am SOOOOO happy to be with him right now. I don't know what it was but today was just one of those days when I was like full of butterflies over Bill alllll day. I love our relationship and I think its just in its very beginning. He looks dead tired right now but you know what...that's adorable! Hehe. And thank GOD he's not as geeky as that annoying kid that we can't get rid of at TGA. :P
In Other news...not much going on. Feeling really depressed about school and family. I really feel alone without Sofia. Some things happened at the store today that just made me wicked sad. Blah...whatever. I want to talk to her about stuff. :(
I don't think I'm going to visit Kate because from what I hear she hasnt changed all that much and I'm really not willing to put the effort back into the friendship until I know she has changed and its worth it. I doubt it'd be worth it right now. I put effort in for like 14 years and got screwed over time and time again. I'm going to be very hesitant about letting that girl back in my life and rightfully so if you ask me.
I'd like to see Sarah soon. I've been wanting to talk to her but she seems busy. Her sister's a bitch. I strongly dislike her. I can't believe shes related to someone as wonderful as Sarah! Frankie is against me communicating with Sarah but I think it'll be fine.
I have an amazing gaydar.
Today at TGA...a guy came in and after playing some DDR, CHANGED HIS SHIRT BECAUSE IT WAS SWEATY. Dude...a guy came with an extra shirt so he wouldnt be sweaty? That's sooooo cool. Everybody should do that. Extra shirts, deodarant, and clean hair.