"This 'love' is Taking its Toll on Me"
I am not very happy with people at all. I think I have crappy friends and I don't like the way they write shit about me like that. Maybe if you didn't do things to make me cry all the time when I'm talking to you then I could continue talking to you about it. Everythings always my fault right? Could it be possible that maybe HE is doing something wrong? I guess not. ANd whoever that L3 asshole is...FUCK YOU. I hate when people are rude about things they dont even know anything about. That just showed me right there how bad of a person he's making me out to seem. Thanks a real fucking lot.
I have no way to get to even Natick for karaoke tonight so I highly doubt I'm going to be able to go. I really wanted to and Gabe really wants me too but if I go I'm just going to get more angry and upset and feel like I'm being treated like MORE shit, so I don't know if there's aa point at all what so ever.
Can anyone see that I don't usualy get mad? I get sad. I'm mad now though and I feel like nobody caress.
I think its sad that the only truly good friend I have that I can talk to about anything and will understand is Sofia who I haven't even been friends with for long at all. She knows how to not treat people like shit, why can't my friends who I"ve been friends with for a long time be like that? WTF?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
Bill made me sick. I don't want him to work tonight.
BLAHHHHH. IF he wants this friendship why wont he do something GOOD about it instead of making me come off as a complete bitch to people?
I have no way to get to even Natick for karaoke tonight so I highly doubt I'm going to be able to go. I really wanted to and Gabe really wants me too but if I go I'm just going to get more angry and upset and feel like I'm being treated like MORE shit, so I don't know if there's aa point at all what so ever.
Can anyone see that I don't usualy get mad? I get sad. I'm mad now though and I feel like nobody caress.
I think its sad that the only truly good friend I have that I can talk to about anything and will understand is Sofia who I haven't even been friends with for long at all. She knows how to not treat people like shit, why can't my friends who I"ve been friends with for a long time be like that? WTF?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
Bill made me sick. I don't want him to work tonight.
BLAHHHHH. IF he wants this friendship why wont he do something GOOD about it instead of making me come off as a complete bitch to people?