rEaLiTy ChEcK
Okay...I have not only came to the conclusion but i'm going to make sure that next year I do not come back to Marienr. It is the biggest drama there ever. You think you have real friends and you don't. I mean come on do not try to be someone's friend then not even talk to them or hang out with them. Everyone at school is just an aquantence...sadly nothing more. Okay not so sad cuz its reality. I also think the guys at the school are messed up. All they want is to f*** the s*** out of you. Sorry if you don't believe this. I tihnk there are those exceptional guys but its not worth it till after high-school when your on your own doing your own thing and so that no one gets in the way of your relationship. Lately I have been enjoying my own company or my dogs...lol. I find it more relaxing and less stressful. I don't really care if this journla souns weird to anyone because I have just had it with people's crap. People have been bossing me around, taking me for granted, and don't even respect what I have to say or think and i'm tired of it. WOW.....I'm glad I got to vent for a few.