grr
i was soo pissed off this morning! grrr my mom comes down at 5:45 like she normally does and she was like 'wake up' but i just shruged her off cuz she always does that, and at like 6:15 my brother comes down and waas like, Jessica, you have to catch the bus! and i'm like no i dont, i'm driving to school, then he was like, no your not, we're borrowing the van today cuz my moms car is going into the shop. well my mom didnt tell me at all and i cant get ready in 15 minutes, and i got pissed cuz she didnt even bother to tell me the night before and then she kept calling me a little bitch and i shouldnt be upset. and then later bob had an idea that i use his car when he gets home... well my mom was like no, she doesnt deserve it and then she came out of the bedroom to tell me that, and then i got mad again cuz i really needed to go to work today. and tehn she's like, i gave you a chance to say you were wrong, but you just blew it! and she just treated me like shit. i cant wait to get out of here. and then she's tries to say things like 'mike never disrespects his mother like this, he would be 100% on my side' which isnt true cuz mike knows how my mom treats me... and he doesnt like it. only 11 more months til i can, gawd, it cant come any sooner!