last night
last night wasnt fun for me, i had one of those breakdowns you get like once a year and i just finally let the stress get to me. I called mike and his ex called to invite us to go camping this weekend and i got all stupid about it and i told him i didnt like ex girlfriends, and then he had no problem with it, which makes him the best guy in the world, but then later when i got off the phone i just started crying, i felt so selfish, i mean i know they still talk and all and i dont want to get in between that or anything. i just need to get over myself and not be so stupid, i'm calling mike tonight because i was kinda short last night when i called the second time, cuz my mom was yelling at me.... ahh i have the best guy in the world and i love him so much.