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[cuteliljoli]

I just had my worst vivid dream yet. It was simple, and felt so true that I woke up believing it. It had me near sobbing right here.

I don't want to even write it out In fear that any part of it would come true. I cannot do this yet and hope it will remain just a horrible stomach twisting dream for decades to come.

I have to get a hold of myself right now.