Nov 05, 2005 23:01
Holy cow, I'm gonna be having a baby here pretty soon huh? (May be sooner than I'd have thought, damn contractions have been ten min apart for almost 24 hrs now). Crazy that I'll have a lil one (and my body will be MINE again) within the next, what? like 12 days? Wow. Jayden isn't taking it very well all of the sudden and I feel SOOOO BAD. I couldn't have him Friday night b/c I had a migraine friday and then I had my biology midterm today (human bio sucks ass) in the morning...so Jayden hung out at his grandparents' house and I picked him up after class. We took a nap and ate dinner and he's just acting kinda strange...was thinking that it was just "terrible threes" (he skipped the twos lol)but man! He dumped an ENTIRE LARGE glass of water all over our coffee table (on purpose. like he lifted it, and turned it over as I was saying "jayden, no....jayDEN, NO!...). After that, besides terrorizing the cats and whatnot, he all of the sudden shoved this really cool cactus plant of david's right off the ledge by the stairs...talk about dirt, soil, rocks everywhere...and the poor cactus has a BIG owie...a whole chunk ripped off of it!!! I asked him what was the deal and he's mad b/c he wants to stay "my baby" and not be a "big boy"...gosh I feel bad...he's the little love of my life and It's like i'm personally gonna make his life hard when the baby gets here. It's just crappy since he's been my baby for three years, and now he'll have to share me (i mean, I'll ALWAYS be partial to my jayden...he's my first born, my little miracle baby...but still).
On another subject...I wanna FIRE my damn OB GYN CLINIC!!!!!!!! The freaking "on call doctor" never called me back last night when I called at like three am b/c my contractions were bad. ARGH. Damn ppl. I wish my water would just break b/c then I could go in and that would be that, but nooooooooooo...i just have these wonderful contractions that make my tummy hard as a rock and radiate pain down into my hips and butt and legs.Ok i'm done complaining.
Love to all,
Andrea