This cant really be happening
Right...his birthday was so soon. He was gonna be 20. Theres no reason he should be gone. Why didnt he call me? Why didnt he call my mom, or Cate, or John...or anybody? Anybody who could help him. If only I could have just told him I was there and everything would be ok. This has to be a dream.
When will i wake up.
When will i wake up.