Oct 29, 2006 22:41
Its stupid.
Its sooooo stupid for me to get pissed off about things on myspace.
But i do anyways.
And its even more idiotic, that my feelings would get hurt from a top friends.
Im sorry Alan, i know its immature and childish for me to make a big deal about, but you know how it makes me feel.
Its just, I call you my bestfriend, and well you seem like you dont really wanna be or what ever. And yeah i know your a million miles away at school, but is anyone else really closer?
I mean we have sooo many great memories together, im scared that you dont want anymore?
I just miss you sooo much and i cant wait for you to come home! You truely are my best friend Alan. I was reading my old messages on myspace, and i got all the ones that you sent to me. Like bulletins that i had posted about guys and what not that you replied to, and i sat there and read all of them. =) I miss you sooo much its ridiculous.
I dont really know what else to say. The only reason i wrote all this in here is cuz i didnt wanna say something to you over aim, i didnt wanna start a fight and im kinda just speaking my mind anyways.
oh well.....you know what i say, i say fuck myspace.