Nov 24, 2004 16:25
hey,
I am finally ungrounded lol. its been like 2 days since ive been grounded. i think i need to see a therapist seriously because i think im depressed. everything is going wrong at my house. my aunt got off of work at 3 today and she called me at 3:15 and she was all im gonna go have a drink with julie and pauline(her friends). i was all already? u just got off of work with them and u are already gonna go start drinking? then i just hung up on her and she kept calling me and i never answered her back. she just got home and she was all im sorry and i was all i dont even care anymore. im sick of just trying to get u to stop drinking and ur turning out just like my mom. and she was all u barely know your mom and i was all yeah because she never gave me a chance to get to know her and ur doing the same thing. if that didnt make sense im just saying that shes out partying and drinking all the time and really never has any time for me and my brother. she hit him with a belt the other day. i was about to go up to her and just hit her because she has no business doing that to my brother. even though we fight all the time, i would still do anything for him. and i will do anything for my friends too because they are like my family. i know that sounds geekish or corny or whatever but its true. so if anyone that reads this doesnt believe me, i will prove it to them. ok just tell me what i can do to help you or whatever and i will do it. ok well i have to go cuz im talkin to alex right now so bye
XoXo Jackie*