everytime i remember how perfect those nights were... i cry
ok i havnt written in here for awhile.. ya um just had people over this week.. my grades kidna suck..guys r gay..drama sucks.. i hate my family..
but ya i talked to cole this week and we talked about alot of stuff and omg he cracks me up..we exchanged sex stoires and omg we have sum big plans for our future.. lol
but idk like i want to talk to sumone about what is going on and how im feelings but idk who to talk to.. i feel like no1 really understands me and when i try to explain it doesnt come out rite...
but me and stacey decided that i dont want a bf i just want a cuddle buddie.. i dont think i want a relationship just bc i like to flirt and not have to worry about if my bf is gonna get mad for what im doing..but like i just want sumone to hold me and to kiss and cuddle with and ya all that good stuff..
but i was at staceys today and we started to talk abou him and my eyes started to water but i ddint want to cry bc i just dont want to be like that nemore..but i just omg..... like i just felt so good with him and then when cole was all ya u 2 would have sum freaky kids.. i was laughin at the time but then i started to miss him again.. and ike last week when he started talkin to me i was soo happy bc he was the one comin up to me so i mean it felt good that he didnt just forget about me.. u know..but ya.. thats al
thanx for listening..
but ya i talked to cole this week and we talked about alot of stuff and omg he cracks me up..we exchanged sex stoires and omg we have sum big plans for our future.. lol
but idk like i want to talk to sumone about what is going on and how im feelings but idk who to talk to.. i feel like no1 really understands me and when i try to explain it doesnt come out rite...
but me and stacey decided that i dont want a bf i just want a cuddle buddie.. i dont think i want a relationship just bc i like to flirt and not have to worry about if my bf is gonna get mad for what im doing..but like i just want sumone to hold me and to kiss and cuddle with and ya all that good stuff..
but i was at staceys today and we started to talk abou him and my eyes started to water but i ddint want to cry bc i just dont want to be like that nemore..but i just omg..... like i just felt so good with him and then when cole was all ya u 2 would have sum freaky kids.. i was laughin at the time but then i started to miss him again.. and ike last week when he started talkin to me i was soo happy bc he was the one comin up to me so i mean it felt good that he didnt just forget about me.. u know..but ya.. thats al
thanx for listening..