how come very guy has to measure up to the guy that broke my heart
ok well theres so much stupid lil stuff in my life and im gettin sick of it.. i honestly dont know what to do.. and this rain is killing me.. everyone wants me to do the talking for them.. its like o will u talk to blahblah for me.. and im not gonna be all like o no.. bc im just not like that.. and my parents r gay like usual. fighting more than normal.. its gay bc i know they have money but then i end up paying for my own stuff.. how fucking gay is that..and they tell me they dont have ne money then they go spend like $2000 dollars... yes i said TWO THOUSAND DOLLARS>.. im like wtf am i not worth gives fuckin 3 dollars to for lunch?>???? hm guess not. my brothers get soo much he gets like $50 a week from my grandparents he gets new stuff every week and they take him to HIS favorite restaurant every week. do i get nething. no.. ya i know i screwed up but still fuck them.. i get yellled at every fuckin second by my fucking dad.. i ask to go to staceys to carve a pumpkin and my dads all no ive been cooking for an hour and u wernt home last nite so u have to stay home tonite. and iw as like wtf uve been home for 5 minutes.. i fuckin cooked dinner for u guys.. and helped erik with his homework did my homework and i still cant go out... who fuckings cares if im not home for dinner.... its not like we talk neways.. so i dont see what the point is... but whatever.. my family doesnt fucking care.. they r soo self centered and they take money from me bc they dont feel like goig to the bank... so they owe me so much money. like seriously over $1000. no joke.. grrrrr.... idk im threw with it all.... bubble bath time...
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