God what is wrong with me
I basically flipped out on Justin cuz he does not understand how hard this week has been. 3 finals and 1 project due in one day plus all the studying and effort to finish it all has fucking drained me. ALl i want is him and all i do is push him away. I am so selfish for going off on him. i am so stupid. i just can't calm down and let this go because i want to be with him. that's all i want when i am down, but everytime that i am, i just hurt him. fuck it.