what a fuckin week
Yeah, it sucked for the most part =)
This project is kicking my ass, I bombed the speech and had to do it over again, and I am still stressing about people talking about me. Like, I know I have friends, but it hurts when I feel so loyal to people and they fuck me over. Welcome to life, I suppose.
I just CRIED in Justin's lap. I went over there the other night and I just looked at him. We both smiled, and then like an idiot I burst into tears about how stressed I was. He just held me and wiped my tears. He told me I need to relax...when can I do that?! I just bawled my eyes out. Then he proceeded to ask me if I felt better after I cried...I didn't. I guess sometimes you feel better after you do. He even told me I cried pretty. Whatever that means. Guess my mascara didn't run at all.
Oh yeah, and my breaks are all fucked up in my car. No car = Courtney SAD. Ugh, I just want to see Justin more than anything right now. The other night before things got really stressed, he gave me cookies. =)
And I ate like a backcountry cow today. A 23.5 ounce thing of juice, cornbeef hash, candy, and ritz crackers that you spray cheese on. I didn't deserve such a treat.
SAVE ME!!!!!
I need to smoke
This project is kicking my ass, I bombed the speech and had to do it over again, and I am still stressing about people talking about me. Like, I know I have friends, but it hurts when I feel so loyal to people and they fuck me over. Welcome to life, I suppose.
I just CRIED in Justin's lap. I went over there the other night and I just looked at him. We both smiled, and then like an idiot I burst into tears about how stressed I was. He just held me and wiped my tears. He told me I need to relax...when can I do that?! I just bawled my eyes out. Then he proceeded to ask me if I felt better after I cried...I didn't. I guess sometimes you feel better after you do. He even told me I cried pretty. Whatever that means. Guess my mascara didn't run at all.
Oh yeah, and my breaks are all fucked up in my car. No car = Courtney SAD. Ugh, I just want to see Justin more than anything right now. The other night before things got really stressed, he gave me cookies. =)
And I ate like a backcountry cow today. A 23.5 ounce thing of juice, cornbeef hash, candy, and ritz crackers that you spray cheese on. I didn't deserve such a treat.
SAVE ME!!!!!
I need to smoke