Guys
I can't do it anymore. I don't even know how to function on my own without a guy being in the picture. Why did I do this to myself?! Where did it start that I became so relient on someone else? This is not me and I can't stand this. We are on a break. It's supposed to give me answers. But, it's not. I lay in bed at night just wishing he was there. I'm telling you one thing right now. If Jimmie and I end up not working out in the end...I will never again pretty much live with someone before I am married. It's NOT HEALTHY!!!!!!! I said I'd never become one of those girls that NEEDED someone there. Well, I suck!
I need help...seriously.
I need Lance. If he'd just come home everything would be ohkay. 27 days...
I need help...seriously.
I need Lance. If he'd just come home everything would be ohkay. 27 days...