*screams like someone being cut to bits with an axe*
I depise these feelings.
Why must I have a heart yet be scared to tell someone how I really feel??
I don't like it I would rather be deviod of emotions and not care then to feel like I do now.
I feel like I'm not only hurting myself but others as well by keeping things to myself that matter and it hurts, it hurts like someone is stabbing me with a thousand vemon tipped knives all at once. I can't sleep, I can hardly eat and I keep having migrains. I just hate feelings!!! But I have to pretend that they don't bother me like they do and keep on smiling just to aviod questions. I don't want to hurt anyone but that seems to be all I can do. I'm not fit to be a human or even alive for that fact I'm just...Useless that's what I am I'm USELESS to everyone...
Just make this pain go
I don't want it
Dear Death I call are you listening?
Please come take it away
I beg of you take it away and keep it
I DON'T WANT IT ANYMORE!!!
Dear Death please be swift
and Death dear dear Death
Do your job right the first time...
Why must I have a heart yet be scared to tell someone how I really feel??
I don't like it I would rather be deviod of emotions and not care then to feel like I do now.
I feel like I'm not only hurting myself but others as well by keeping things to myself that matter and it hurts, it hurts like someone is stabbing me with a thousand vemon tipped knives all at once. I can't sleep, I can hardly eat and I keep having migrains. I just hate feelings!!! But I have to pretend that they don't bother me like they do and keep on smiling just to aviod questions. I don't want to hurt anyone but that seems to be all I can do. I'm not fit to be a human or even alive for that fact I'm just...Useless that's what I am I'm USELESS to everyone...
Just make this pain go
I don't want it
Dear Death I call are you listening?
Please come take it away
I beg of you take it away and keep it
I DON'T WANT IT ANYMORE!!!
Dear Death please be swift
and Death dear dear Death
Do your job right the first time...