Problem resolve
Today my fiance brother came for a visit.
When I got back from my parent's house. I saw them come by... they were barely coming by with a pack of beers. I said to myself "NO WAY!" they are gonna get wasted. So, I got so upset and went in the back of the apartment to cry. My fiance saw me do that and went after me. I was crying about everything. I was upset about why I can I be comfortable, in my home? why did god took my baby away from me? (Yes, I was pregnant before... But that's a different story.)
All these emotions were building up inside me, that I couldn't stop crying.
I told my fiance I wanted us to be alone. I told him that I don't want any visitors. He said... that's not gonna be possible. So, I went on and said to him. "It's all about you, you, you. "What about me? I never get any visitors."
I guess deep down I feel I don't have any friends. I guess I feel jealous of my fiance having friends over. I told my fiance that his brother doesn't like me. He says he does, I told him why don't we go inside and ask him personaly. Then I went on and said so many things that were inside me. So, my fiance told me let's just get inside. We did. So, I got inside and went to my room. I got so upset... Cause' he brother was there. So, I went to the living room and started to say things. My fiance had to tell his brother why I was like this. We had this whole conversation about everything that had happen. And his brother look like he wasn't aware about what was happening to me. Then we resolve everything.
I felt better after-wards.
I just told his brother how I felt. He understood. His brother said that I watch too much "TEVENOVELAS" which means "soap opera" in spanish. I started to laugh.
Now, I will try to be more friendly with him. If he, friendly with me. I know it's hard for him to open up his feelings. But, I know his gonna do his part of been nice to my home and me
HE BETTER!!!!!!
anyway...
I just needed to type this...
no more drama for me.
When I got back from my parent's house. I saw them come by... they were barely coming by with a pack of beers. I said to myself "NO WAY!" they are gonna get wasted. So, I got so upset and went in the back of the apartment to cry. My fiance saw me do that and went after me. I was crying about everything. I was upset about why I can I be comfortable, in my home? why did god took my baby away from me? (Yes, I was pregnant before... But that's a different story.)
All these emotions were building up inside me, that I couldn't stop crying.
I told my fiance I wanted us to be alone. I told him that I don't want any visitors. He said... that's not gonna be possible. So, I went on and said to him. "It's all about you, you, you. "What about me? I never get any visitors."
I guess deep down I feel I don't have any friends. I guess I feel jealous of my fiance having friends over. I told my fiance that his brother doesn't like me. He says he does, I told him why don't we go inside and ask him personaly. Then I went on and said so many things that were inside me. So, my fiance told me let's just get inside. We did. So, I got inside and went to my room. I got so upset... Cause' he brother was there. So, I went to the living room and started to say things. My fiance had to tell his brother why I was like this. We had this whole conversation about everything that had happen. And his brother look like he wasn't aware about what was happening to me. Then we resolve everything.
I felt better after-wards.
I just told his brother how I felt. He understood. His brother said that I watch too much "TEVENOVELAS" which means "soap opera" in spanish. I started to laugh.
Now, I will try to be more friendly with him. If he, friendly with me. I know it's hard for him to open up his feelings. But, I know his gonna do his part of been nice to my home and me
HE BETTER!!!!!!
anyway...
I just needed to type this...
no more drama for me.