Sigh...
All the crap from the other day and being so upset about not getting to have the day I wanted with sophia... which still stands with my mom... but now sophia is sick, like to the point that I may just put off registering her today and see if I can bring her in a other day (they have make up days but today is like the BIG DAY for registration). I'm so upset for her if we end up having to miss it.
Yesterday my mom called and said that her eye was just running tears. And the skin around it was red and raw from wiping it. I asked whether she thought I had to take her to the doctor and she thought it might be too early - that she might be just starting to get sick. By the time I picked her up at 430 she was looking like a cold was on its way. Brought her home and THANK GOD Kevin got home when he did. She wiped her nose with a tissue and I think she got some of the fuzz from the tissue in her mouth cause she was like "I think I have hair in my mouth" and she stuck her tongue out to try and see (which was funny) but then she got herself all worked up about the "hair" (which I think was tissue fuzz) that she started to gag... and then throw up... and holy hell it was like everything she ate ever. And I can't handle puke so I was worthless in this. I had to turn around and cover my ears like a 4 year old :( Kevin was the one who had to help her and I couldn't even do my usual run-around-the-house-for-buckets-and-towels as I freak out cause they were right in the doorway to the hall and Kevin couldn't get her to move. I felt like such a bad mom but I can't handle it. I mean I WOULD HAVE TO if it were just me here but if someone else is here to help out than I'm only good enough to go hide :(
After all that though she was "ok". She never got sick again but she definitely has a cold. She went right back to playing after a bath and she even ate some toast and a little soup about an hour later so i think she really just gagged. But today her nose is running like crazy. It's still early so maybe once she's up for a bit she'll be better. If not I think it's to the doctors office instead of the school. Sigh...
I would just like for ONE THING to go as planned. Seems like lately anything I plan gets turned completely upside down.