June 15th..

Jun 15, 2004 10:42

So yeah. Its been a while since I've updated this thing..so lets see where I can start...

May 31st me and my mom drove up to Kentucky to see Brandon's graduation from Basic Training. THe ride was horrendus (sp?) but the overall trip was pretty good. Seeing brandon lifted a weight off of my shoulders. Although things were a bit weird at first, being that we hadn't seen each other in over two months..things got back to the way they used to be.

He looks so good since he lost his 30-40 freakin POUNDS...jesus. Make me look like a damn cow. Its so strange seeing him in his uniform and stuff, cuz Im SO used to seeing him in regular clothes. Seeing him in camouflage just made my mouth drop!!

He stayed with me and my mom overnight in the hotel room. We just kinda layed around and goofed off. When I had to bring him back to the base, holy jesus it was bad. The worst part was, watching him walk away...AGAIN. I had to watch him walk away at the airport in march, and then back to the base in june which sucked big time.

He graduates from his missouri training july 22nd. The day before my b-day.. :( and he comes home on the 29th. Im just hoping things will be the way they were before, which was great. I hope that this whole army situation doesn't change the way his personality towards me is. I dont want anything drastic to change. Change isnt necessarily bad you know, but just different. We'll see how things go. I love him so much. More than words can even say!! Im so freaking lost without him down here. I have to deal with this whole situation on my own. I have friends to listen to what I have to say, but they just dont understand. And it sucks, because he isnt down here and I cant just call him to "chat" like I used to be able to. I just hope things are good when he gets back.

Saturday I am going to Florida for a week. Wohoo! Finally get out of this fucking shit hole. (Luling of course) My bud Brittany is coming with me and I hope we have a good time. Being the situation I had to go through last year when we went to florida...ugh. Anywho.

Guess thats all for now.
Toodles

CASEY N BRANDON
I love Brandon...with all that I've got!
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