Just like old times....
Last night was interesting...First time i've written in my journal..yes i'm a fag with a journal,what of it? but seriously, theres so much that i have to let out that i can't say to other people. I don't want to hurt feelings so i just keep it in unti i can't stand it and then i write it all down.
I can't wait to move back home more than anything. It's not even what it was before..it's so much more than that. It's things i thought would never happen. i'm just, i'm just not happy anymore. Sometimes i just feel like i have no where to go anymore. When i was talking to jill(times 2, G & N) it was great. I feel like such an asshole that we don't keep in touch anymore and we use the same lame excuse well we're both really busy And yes, it is true but it shouldn't be that way. I'm sure theres time that we could take out of our day to talk to each other. As much as i never ever thought i'd say it, i miss op. But i know when i get back i'm gonna hate it, and so in that aspect thats why i feel like i have no where to go. But why do i post this, i'm sure no one cares and i'm sure no one will reply. i'm so lame.
I can't wait to move back home more than anything. It's not even what it was before..it's so much more than that. It's things i thought would never happen. i'm just, i'm just not happy anymore. Sometimes i just feel like i have no where to go anymore. When i was talking to jill(times 2, G & N) it was great. I feel like such an asshole that we don't keep in touch anymore and we use the same lame excuse well we're both really busy And yes, it is true but it shouldn't be that way. I'm sure theres time that we could take out of our day to talk to each other. As much as i never ever thought i'd say it, i miss op. But i know when i get back i'm gonna hate it, and so in that aspect thats why i feel like i have no where to go. But why do i post this, i'm sure no one cares and i'm sure no one will reply. i'm so lame.