email from my dad
Hi my love
I know it's not easy for you...mum is mum.I think she tries to do her best...even if sometimes she doesn't do the right things.She should have understand that you had(and have) a dad....And the mistake she did is to think you didn't need him to grow up.
But what can you do now it's too late (what is done is done),even if she understand it now.
Anyway I know she had a hard time,but it was her choice,but still,I think she did what she thought was the best,and for that I respect her,even if sometimes i'm very sad that i didn't have a chance to be with you 2.You can't imagine how hard it was for me since you are in the USA.And how hard it was for me during last summer,because i had 2 "young women" with me...And didn't "know you"(the way you are,your habits...).
I really know how much you needed (and still need) me.
And you have to know that I love you tons....And I really hope that one day you'll leave not far away from me.
Ok I have to go now.
I'll be in France from tomorrow till the following monday.
Tons of love to you and Ashley.
Love
PAPA
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G-d! no one understands how this feels. i miss my dad so much and i hate the people that have gotten the chance to grow up with both parents near them and take it totally for granted! everytime i see a girl with her dad i wanna cry. its so unfair how this happened to me. i dont get what i did to deserve a sick mom and a dad thats far away and doesnt really know who i am. no one can make me feel better when it comes to this, and i hate that. its so irritating when people try to, too. oh well. i guess its cuz they care. well g2g make some quizzes or something so i have something to do for english class. laters!
I know it's not easy for you...mum is mum.I think she tries to do her best...even if sometimes she doesn't do the right things.She should have understand that you had(and have) a dad....And the mistake she did is to think you didn't need him to grow up.
But what can you do now it's too late (what is done is done),even if she understand it now.
Anyway I know she had a hard time,but it was her choice,but still,I think she did what she thought was the best,and for that I respect her,even if sometimes i'm very sad that i didn't have a chance to be with you 2.You can't imagine how hard it was for me since you are in the USA.And how hard it was for me during last summer,because i had 2 "young women" with me...And didn't "know you"(the way you are,your habits...).
I really know how much you needed (and still need) me.
And you have to know that I love you tons....And I really hope that one day you'll leave not far away from me.
Ok I have to go now.
I'll be in France from tomorrow till the following monday.
Tons of love to you and Ashley.
Love
PAPA
___________________________________________________
G-d! no one understands how this feels. i miss my dad so much and i hate the people that have gotten the chance to grow up with both parents near them and take it totally for granted! everytime i see a girl with her dad i wanna cry. its so unfair how this happened to me. i dont get what i did to deserve a sick mom and a dad thats far away and doesnt really know who i am. no one can make me feel better when it comes to this, and i hate that. its so irritating when people try to, too. oh well. i guess its cuz they care. well g2g make some quizzes or something so i have something to do for english class. laters!