Is it written in the stars? Are we paying for some crime? Is it all that we are good for...
Guys... I am soooo confused right now, you have no idea!
I don't know what to do.. my heart tells me one thing and my head tells me another.
And i hate waiting...
And i hate being 2nd best... but at the same time, apparently i don't like being 1st best either... but 3rd is out of the question.
And i have this hole that only God can fill... yet i continue to try to fill it w/ other things.
And i should be focusing more of my time on the things that God did on the L.A. trip... but i'm sucked right back into my daily life...
How does this always happen to me?...
One temptation is taken away, then another takes its place...
but if it wasn't a temptaion to me.. the devil wouldn't be putting it into my life...
so i see this as a test... a way to grow... Please pray that i do what's right and hurts the least people as possible.
By the way... Happy Easter everyone! i love you guys!