Fuck Love and Fuck Relationships!!
In light of recent events (past events, too), I have decided something. I refuse to settle down with one guy and only one guy. The whole relationship thing is far too much trouble, only to have things not work out, EVER! Besides, men are huge assholes and I'm not taking bullshit from anyone, least of all some guy. So, fuck this shit! I may never see myself as attractive, but guys do, so I'm just going to work with that. I'll "fake it." So I'll "see" a few guys at once. Heh, shouldn't be too difficult, considering I'm doing it right now. None of this getting to know someone, building a relationship, spending lots of time together, etc. Yeah, looks like i'm using men, huh? It's not using them, when you tell them exactly what you want/don't want. But fuck it, I don't care. I'm so beyond caring about another person's feelings (aside from my friends), it's not even funny! I'm looking out for me, because I've seen time and time again that no one else will! As for all of my ex's, if you thought I was a bitch before, you're going to think I'm worse now. About half of you still want to be friends, had a "revelation," or whatever the fuck is going on with you. I don't care and things are not "all good" between us, so stop acting that way! For my thick-headed ex's, which is all of you, don't fucking talk to me!! If you do, I won't be nice or polite!!
And thus begins a whole new side of me, finally.
And thus begins a whole new side of me, finally.