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okay, so today was okay. the race went not as well as hoped but only cause i didn't try as hard as i could have. i actually was really comfortable running the last two miles. i should've gone faster though, i'm really afraid of not making the varsity team this year. but oh well, even if i don't, what's the worst that'll do? hurt my pride and dignity? i'll get over that. the thing is, i know that i could do better than the two girls ahead of me in the race, i just didn't. i guess i'm gonna hafta strut my stuff at san diego and dana hills. yesssss.
besides that...apparantly i'm very obvious in my liking of this guy who i like...yes. which i don't see as a bad thing. okay maybe a little of a bad thing, but not that much...i hope. i just wonder how i am so obvious. hmmm, i may have to ask the people who recently found out. but the thing is, i don't really want to like someone cause that preoccupies me so much that i lose focus on other things. i seriously tried for 3 months not to like this guy, to no avail. ah well, hopefully i'll get over him quickly or ... i can't even hope, so yah, hopefully i'll get over him quickly.
school is okay, my books are STILL coming in and i have add and don't want to do hw. ever. already. how sad and pathetic is that? ah well, things'll turn out for the best i hope. oh, btw, tomorrow is Mexican Independence Day. how cool is that? okay, maybe it's just cool to me. anyway, much love and ttyl.
besides that...apparantly i'm very obvious in my liking of this guy who i like...yes. which i don't see as a bad thing. okay maybe a little of a bad thing, but not that much...i hope. i just wonder how i am so obvious. hmmm, i may have to ask the people who recently found out. but the thing is, i don't really want to like someone cause that preoccupies me so much that i lose focus on other things. i seriously tried for 3 months not to like this guy, to no avail. ah well, hopefully i'll get over him quickly or ... i can't even hope, so yah, hopefully i'll get over him quickly.
school is okay, my books are STILL coming in and i have add and don't want to do hw. ever. already. how sad and pathetic is that? ah well, things'll turn out for the best i hope. oh, btw, tomorrow is Mexican Independence Day. how cool is that? okay, maybe it's just cool to me. anyway, much love and ttyl.