I Seriously Am Majorly Confused....
You know how they say ignorance is bliss.....well...they were right....God, was I about five-hundred times happier two days ago....before I found out all this stuff.....I don't know if I can do this....I feel..trapped....I'm trapped in something I can't escape.....I have realized that I am always going to feel the repercussions of some else's shitty judgment....I am always going to be compared to a girl who is obviously incredibility immature, untrustworthy and stupid. Great. Just my luck.....There is now a chronic cloud looming over my head...about what I am wanted to be....I thought I was going to get a chance to be myself...finally.....and I share my real feelings and I find out I am not what is wanted....So now my act begins....I surely would get an award for this one....*sigh*....Cassandra's on the phone so I can't concentrate on my emo-ness.....