I HATE LIFE!!
I'm in skool n once again i'm so board!!! I'm so sick of guys its not even funny!! Mike is now talkin to Megan M. the biggest bout it in pompano but whatever that him if he wants to get caught up in that then what ever but i'm done wit guys all they do id hurt me n get me in trouble!! i can't take mike anymore all he does is hurt me n ya i'm a bitch to him but noone but my closest friends no what goes on!! everyone nos i dun like him smokin weed ( i dunno y i just do ) but he still does it n he is ALWAYS ling to me i can't take that shit anymorei mean he has been my everything for the last 10 months and i love him and i dun think i can live without him but i have to i would rather do that thn b hurt all the day!! i mean everytime i c him all he does is bitch and yell and tells me he doesn't want to b wit me anymore i CAN't take it!! its so hard to hear someone u love tell u they would rather b with someone else, and they dun want to b wit u anymore, then the next minute they love u n can't live wit out u!! I feel like i can't even feel anything anymore b.c he hurt me so much! I dun think i can leave to but i want to i HAVE to!! But in the end i no were i'm gunna b again the same place i am now typin in my journal about how he hurt me !! But i have to really try to stay away from him !!!