i hate life
I hate life so much rite now since i dunno y ever time i really like a guy something goes wrong!the last time i worte i went to c mike n he was tellin me i'm the only girl he wants n he only likes me but then 2 days after that he tells me he doesn't want a girlfriend! So i asked him is he tellin me he doesn't like me n he was like no i'm not saying that at all i jst have to worry bout baseball.. blah blah.But he said we're still guna hang out n talk on the fone alot n stuff!! But i feel like hes tring to tell me that he doesn't like me but then again i dunno whats hes tring to tell me!! i really want to no what the fuck that kid is thinking, but i talked to his friends n they said that if he didn't like me he would just tell me that he wouldn't lead me on n they said that it's his senior year n hes tring to get a scholarship so he really needs to focus on baseball n plus he spends all day wit his mom n i dun think she wants him goin out with me!!But i g2g i'll write back later wen i no whats goin on!