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So last night i went to my friends house at like 11:30 at night. i know it was late but she wanted me to come over so i did. carson sounded like he didnt like that but proceeded to say have fun to me and we got off the phone. then when we got to her house, we decided we wanted something to eat so we went to get mexican food. on the way i told carson that thats what we were doing and he got all pissed like i wasent suppost to be going anywhere and i was suppost to stay at melissas house. i did tell him i would stay there but jesus i cant even go get something to eat??? that scared me really bad because i wasent about to be in a relationship that is controlling like that. i explained this to Carson and we were arguing for a while. he fell asleep durring the argument at almost 2 in the morning. then this morning i woke up and saw i had 2 text messages and it was carson saying he was sorry and to call when i got the text messages. anyway we are alright now but that wasnt kool at all, that scared me hella bad, we will see what happens. it sucks too because we had SUCH an awesome day yesterday. we went to the lake with my sister, her husband and my naice and then went back to her house for dinner. then we went to his appartment complex and went swimming and came back to his place and had some fun if u know what i mean. anyway i dont know. im going to go cause i am on the phone with him and my neck is starting to hurt because i am leaning it on my shoulder. bye