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I'm still in love with Brandon, obviously...
But I'm still trying to move on. And in doing so, I have a crush.
I feel like I'm in the 6th grade again, swooning over someone I barely know.
But it feels good. And it feels safe.
I miss that feeling. I was convinced for so long (And still sometimes am) that Brandon and I would be together as long as we both lived. I lost that exciting feeling that you get, wondering if you've met someone amazing.
It's not the same, of course. Already knowing someone who is amazing is better. But this comes close, and who knows... things might be great.
Naturally, this is REALLY premature.
But it's fun to dream. And think about it. I dunno. I think it's good for me. I really do.
-Katy Lang
But I'm still trying to move on. And in doing so, I have a crush.
I feel like I'm in the 6th grade again, swooning over someone I barely know.
But it feels good. And it feels safe.
I miss that feeling. I was convinced for so long (And still sometimes am) that Brandon and I would be together as long as we both lived. I lost that exciting feeling that you get, wondering if you've met someone amazing.
It's not the same, of course. Already knowing someone who is amazing is better. But this comes close, and who knows... things might be great.
Naturally, this is REALLY premature.
But it's fun to dream. And think about it. I dunno. I think it's good for me. I really do.
-Katy Lang