Feb 17, 2007 12:13
Life has gotten confusing. I mean it was before, but now I'm not avoiding it. My relationship with Brandon was amazing, but I couldn't handle the long distance and not seeing him. More so, thinking I was going to see him and not. I'm not sure if I could do long distance if I knew I was never going to see the person. I found someone amazing- a masterpiece of human creation. But I'm afraid to do this again; To break my heart again. To be a sort of cinderella, who's love only exists at night. If Brandon and I couldn't make it long distance, who can?
However, I don't want to miss the chance to be happy with the most amazing woman I've ever met. I can tell I have a lot of thinking and talking ahead of me.
Wish me luck!
-Katy Lang <3