we argue, fight, and fuck to make up
Tonight is the last time I get to see Kirby before he moves. I have been feeling sick to my stomach all day. I don't even know what I'm gonna do. I don't want to see him go, yet I know it's probably the best for both of us. I'll see him at Christmas and stuff but for the longest time I've felt like I'll never find anyone like him. A lot of shit has gone on between us but we always end up being closer after. It might seem dumb to other people but I've stopped caring. I don't want to cry but it seems inevitable right now.