Mar 30, 2008 23:01
Me and sean went up to Rutgers this weekend kind of last minute but im so glad we went. Thursday night i went up to Umass and like always i love it there, really wish i could be there but i guess a taste of it from time to time is all im going to get. Friday we left in the after noon, and got stuck in alot of traffic, but for some reason me and sean dont fight when we are in the car. He just annoys me and i pretend to be upset but thats what we do half the time anyways.
I know i will never lose those girls as friends, everytime we hang out no matter how much or how little time goes by, its always back to normal. I love it. We hung out in the room Saturday night after the cheesecake factory mmmm, and talked about everything. Being there really raised my spirts and i felt at home there. No matter where i am as long as i am with my friends i feel at home
I dont really feel like i belong anywhere right now. If anyone knows what i mean. Home is home but it sucks if no one is around and none of my stuff is there, and school for me is for work. But if i am with my friends at their school or at home or here i just feel like me and everything is fine. I could live in a box with them and i think life would be ok.I really had fun =)
The drive home was long 4 hours to umass and 3 to rhodeisland but it was all very worth it. I have such a close bond with sean that being around him for too long doesnt bother me and i never get sick of him to the point where i cant take him anymore. ive never loved someone so much its scary.
Bed time is now can i get up and go swimming tommorow morning...haha we will see. Goodnight everyone and i wish everyone a better week this week than last.
LETS SHOOT! <3