im 6 feet from the edge and im thinking..

[cuteblonde1155]

They say that there are bumps in the road throughout life. I guess im just going over one right now. My car is causing me more trouble and money then i can afford right now, and I usually can afford things. Ive never not had a saving before. Im frusterated that no one can figure out whats wrong with me. Every doctor is like well idk try this, im done trying everything im just going to give up on eating and ill be fine and skinny too. Mide as well kill two birds with one stone. Sean has baseball coming up and im never going to see him. I still dont like it here and wish that i could go somewhere else where i could have friends. Im not even really looking forward to spring break just working every hour of every day.

I hate sounding like this, im usually am a happy and cheery person, and dont get me wrong i am im just burried right now and i have to try to find my way out...hopefully soon.

Miss everyone from home. now off to fail a test because i decided to sleep instead of study.