havent updated in a while...
wow its been a long time and a bunch of things has happened.. lets see me and dad arent on good terms anymore its like we go back and forth he told me today im irresponsible and stupid so he doesnt think i should be able to get a car for christmas ALL because i came home from my friends house late! get that.. her mom had stuff to do and they live in canton and if he really wanted me home so bad why didnt he call me? i dont understand! he fuckin irritates the shit outta me! ive worked so hard this year on my grades, attitude, and my homelife i think i deserve what ive been asking for for the past 2 years! am i wrong?! what the hell is wrong with me that he hates me so much?! i dont understand i cant do anything right i went shopping with him on saturday for my grandparents and i find a shirt for my g-pa and i showed it to my dad and he was like its to plain i dont like it and then he went and got like the almost same shirt and said thats what he wanted to get him! what the hell?! ugh!! something is wrong with me i just dont know what!!
anyways.. i wanted to hang out with rachel saturday night but i was getting sick and my other friend lauren wanted me to stay with her and i havent seen her in a long time and so rachel was going camping and it was rainy and cold so i decided to go with lauren since i was getting sick. she said that everybody wanted me to come but im sorry rach! maybe before u leave we can do something!
i got everybody's presents and its all just a little something so im sorry guys if u dont like it im kinda short on the thing they call money! and i didnt know what yall would like :( but i will bring them to school tomorrow! anyways i guess that is it for now i have nothing else to say just that im pissed off and need somewhere else to live because im so stupid and irresponsible here!
later,
mel-mel
anyways.. i wanted to hang out with rachel saturday night but i was getting sick and my other friend lauren wanted me to stay with her and i havent seen her in a long time and so rachel was going camping and it was rainy and cold so i decided to go with lauren since i was getting sick. she said that everybody wanted me to come but im sorry rach! maybe before u leave we can do something!
i got everybody's presents and its all just a little something so im sorry guys if u dont like it im kinda short on the thing they call money! and i didnt know what yall would like :( but i will bring them to school tomorrow! anyways i guess that is it for now i have nothing else to say just that im pissed off and need somewhere else to live because im so stupid and irresponsible here!
later,
mel-mel