ok- relax ppl

[cuteankrazy26]

I was just really upset that day thanks to those
who wanted to help me i guess...

But anyways all is fine and I am happy =)

i couldn't have asked for a better week cy
*babeh*

-I saw the pirates of the carribean...
...twice... lol don't ask.
It was really good though.
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i haven't beem home in more than a week HAHAHA....

i hope emma's surgery goes ok =/

That big C word man...what a bitch
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I had a dream with Ruby. She comforted me. It
was well needed. I miss her
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So i never wanted marriage....
i never wanted kids....

marriage i think i've changed my mind about...
children- eh.

I'm taking care of Ryan (veloz's one year old brother)
and he fell asleep in my arms and you know..maybe one
day the idea of kids (scratch that kiD)wouldn't
be so horrible.
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You ever cry?
..of course you have...
You ever cry and you never want anyone to see it?
You never want anyone to hold you?

You ever cry?
and aren't afraid to show your vunerability?
and for once you want to be held.
and for once you want some one to see.
So now you cry.
And all you want is them.
Them to see you.
Them to hold you.
for once you feel like always is possible.
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GUARD STARTS TUESDAY!!!! ^_^