sick of everything
Im at the point of this year where im starting to hate everything... and when i mean everything i mean everything...
things are just getting so complicated in school. my out of school life is driving me crazy, i either have work or drivers training... for once i wish someone would take care of me... listen to me, not trying to put down any of my friends... i really wish i had a shirnk though. i mean the one person i really love sometimes acts like im nonexistant. i know he loves me but i dont know sometimes i just dont think im good enough or that he cares... tomorrow is my 2 month with him even though its not that imporatant i wish he would make it important but its not like what i will say will change anything. I dont know i just feel very over whelmed or how ever the fuck its spell... I just want something good to happen.... im happy that im going to see a movie with my home girl alli this weekend, and paige a palooza saturday. so i guess there are somethings to look foward to... well im gunna go to bed early again.... an update will be done agian when im in a better mood.
ciao for now!