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so this is my first entry in a new journal. reading my last one it dose not even seem like i wrote it. i've changed so much more than my friends in the last year. i was always the immature one before. i guess i'll just always feel kind of left out.
i haven't weighed myself since two weeks ago. when i'm done writing this i'll go check on it. i haven't "dieted" for the last few months and i can just feel the pounds piling on. if i'm anywhere over 125 it's back to celary, plain corn flakes and a ton of water. i'm very lucky that water just fills me up and i don't get bloated.
it's so weird how all these kids have gotten into bright eyes. i remember when danny first got me into them. that summer he gave me burned cds almost every day. i miss him so much. one of these days i'm going to write and entry all about danny, leslie, caitlin, jon and that summer.
i haven't weighed myself since two weeks ago. when i'm done writing this i'll go check on it. i haven't "dieted" for the last few months and i can just feel the pounds piling on. if i'm anywhere over 125 it's back to celary, plain corn flakes and a ton of water. i'm very lucky that water just fills me up and i don't get bloated.
it's so weird how all these kids have gotten into bright eyes. i remember when danny first got me into them. that summer he gave me burned cds almost every day. i miss him so much. one of these days i'm going to write and entry all about danny, leslie, caitlin, jon and that summer.